"Naturally, we are wise to be patient with this process and give ourselves unlimited time. It's as if we've been kicking a spinning wheel all our life and it has its own momentum. It's spinning rapidly, but now finally we're learning how to stop kicking the wheel. We can expect that the wheel is going to keep spinning for some time. It won't just abruptly stop. This is where many of us find ourselves: we've stopped kicking the wheel, we're not always strengthening the habit, but we're in this interesting middle state, somewhere between not always caught and not always able to resist biting the hook. This is called "the spiritual path." In fact, this path is all there is. How we relate moment by moment to what is happening on the spot is all there really is. We give up all hope of fruition and in the process we just keep learning what it means to appreciate being right here."
from Taking the Leap by Pema Chodron